Shade of Blue

I made houses
of sand and sticks,
boxes and weeds;
stuffed doll
strapped on my back
with mother's head-tie.
I played house with
friends and siblings
pots of cans
soup of mushrooms
and water leaves
I watched ants
appeared and disappeared
into tiny holes.
I played hide and seek
in the open yard,
rain or sunshine
jumping ropes
and climbing trees.
I smiled and cheered
without reservation.
I sobbed and wailed
when sad or hurt
no shame or pretence.
I miss my younger self.